Dear Life

Last night, I had a dream. Probably, I should say I had a nightmare. But this dream that I had isn't any normal. It taught me a lesson. I am used to believing that human life is short and we should enjoy every of our day as if it's the last day of our life. I had never appreciated my life. Health was never an issue for me. It's not because I am born with unique genetics that could save me from any diseases or illnesses. I simply do not believe in staying healthy just to lengthen my life span.

For the past few years, I realized that I am not in a good health condition. Sometimes, I had back pain and heartache. But I still continued living my life as usual; eating deep-fried and junk food. It's not like I was scared of death. If I am to die early, why not just continue enjoying your life to the end.

But last night wasn't any simpler dream. It was the night that I felt the pain that had taken away many life. I was struck with an heart attack. It was the most gruesome pain I had. No blood was spilled. There's nothing you could do but to stand the pain until it stops or snatches your life away. I never felt this weak before. When i realize it, it was just a dream.

P.s. Not to worry. My mum stuffs me with lots of fruits everyday.

My dream had come true

You might not believe it but I am a football manager in Manchester United football club. I earn $1.5 million a year. People like Rooney and Ferdinand call me 'boss'. Can you believe it? Even I can't. I worked there for almost three years and swooped every single trophy that's in our way.

I had always enjoyed football. It's my passion. I love watching it and also playing it. I had dreamt of becoming the like of Gabriel Batistuta. I am big fan of him. But I know that in Malaysia, I would not be able to achieve my dream. So I gave up hope and never played football at higher level.

At the age of 18, i realised that it's far too late to play for club like Manchester United and Real Madrid. With the lack of height, strength and agility, I couldn't even compete at university level. I decided to be a football coach and manager. I googled 'how to become a professional football manager' but there's no right answer for me.

A year later, I am managing one of the biggest club in the world, earning huge amount of money each year and common among celebrity player like David Beckham. This dream, I only can achieve through FIFA 11.